Blackbird Blog 

Bright morning this morning. At the risk of repeating myself I gotta say that the year seems to be crazy fast. And this transition to winter fuks me up every time, I have achieved zombie mode for the most part these mornings, getting out of the house later and later so it seems. One of these days I don't think I will leave the house 🤔 just do a thinking day 🤔 a music day 🤔 a just fuk it all kinda day. Such days come by very close this time of year and I usually nip it straight away and double down on the just do it attitude, do you know what I mean? Just do it until you hear yourself tell yourself to fuck off 😂🤣😅🤣😂those days get tricky. I actually do like winter its just this year seems like I haven't had a chance to catch up to myself if you know what I mean. But now the time chop has gone into effect maybe 🤔 not who am I kidding 😅 fact is it can be very difficult to square it with yourself that you actually give a fuck anymore about waking up in the dark to go to work end of.  And it can be also very easy to slip in to such thinking and get into a rut and and go kinda dark in yourself so if you find yourself leaning into such behaviour may I suggest the following 😀 take that day off yes you know the one I'm talking about.  The one that has not been planned fuk plans , you wake up at stupid o clock in the dark, go make a nice cup of tea for yourself and go straight back to bed after drinking it😂once back in bed think of how wrong how selfish and how guilty you feel and just then you must say to yourself, loud or a whisper both work equally well, I don't give a fuck today and laugh your head off and go to sleep 😀. You must turn your damn phone off get it out of your bedroom far far away from you before you go to sleep 😴. Depending on what time you eventually wander out of your room get drunk or at least tipsy. Eat all the foods that you have been avoiding for one reason or another eat them all on this day. Don't bother going outside it's wintery now and today is not about going outside. Instead put some music on and I mean music not charts crap turn up the volume have another drink sit down and look out the window and say fuck it this is a mighty day today this is long overdue and you daydream the hell out of it buddy you owe it to you.  I recommend you do this when you feel you should just don't tear the arse out of it or it will lose all the laughter. Enjoy 😉 happy I could help ☺️.